WITH short, sharp,
violent lights made vivid,
To
southward far as the sight can roam,
Only the swirl of
the surges livid,
The
seas that climb and the surfs that comb
Only the crag and
the cliff to nor'ward,
And
the rocks receding, and reefs flung forward,
And waifs wreck'd
seaward and wasted shoreward
On
shallows sheeted with flaming foam.
A grim, grey coast
and a seaboard ghastly,
And
shores trod seldom by feet of men—
Where the batter'd
hull and the broken mast lie,
They have lain embedded these long years ten.
Love ! when we wander'd here together,
Hand in hand through the sparkling weather,
From the heights and
hollows of fern and heather,
God
surely loved us a little then.
The skies were
fairer and shores were firmer—
The
blue sea over the bright sand roll'd ;
Babble and prattle,
and ripple and murmur,
Sheen of silver and glamour of gold—
And the sunset
bath'd in the gulf to lend her
A
garland of pinks and of purples tender,
A tinge of the
sun-god's rosy splendour,
A
tithe of his glories manifold.
Man's works are
graven, cunning, and skilful
On
earth, where his tabernacles are ;
But the sea is
wanton, the sea is wilful,
And
who shall mend her and who shall mar ?
Shall we carve
success or record disaster
On
the bosom of her heaving alabaster ?
Will her purple
pulse beat fainter or faster
For
fallen sparrow or fallen star ?
I would that with
sleepy, soft embraces
The
sea would fold me—would find me rest
In luminous shades
of her secret places,
In
depths where her marvels are manifest ;
So the earth beneath
her should not discover
My hidden couch-nor
the heaven above her—
As a strong love
shielding a weary lover,
I
would have her shield me with shining breast.
When light in the
realms of space lay hidden,
When life was yet in the womb of time,
Ere flesh was
fettered to fruits forbidden,
And
souls were wedded to care and crime,
Was the course
foreshaped for the future spirit—
A burden of folly, a
void of merit—
That would fain the
wisdom of stars inherit,
And
cannot fathom the seas sublime ?
Under the sea or the
soil (what matter ?
The
sea and the soil are under the sun),
As in the former
days in the latter,
The
sleeping or waking is known of none,
Surely the sleeper
shall not awaken
To
griefs forgotten or joys forsaken,
For the price of all
things given and taken,
The
sum of all things done and undone.
Shall we count
offences or coin excuses,
Or
weigh with scales the soul of a man,
Whom a strong hand
binds and a sure hand looses,
Whose light is a spark and his life a span ?
The seed he sow'd or
the soil he cumber'd,
The
time he served or the space he slumber'd,
Will it profit a man
when his days are number'd,
Or
his deeds since the days of his life began ?
One, glad because of
the light, saith, 'Shall not
The
righteous Judge of all the earth do right,
For behold the
sparrows on the house-tops fall not
Save as seemeth to Him good in His sight ?'
And this man's joy
shall have no abiding,
Through lights departing and lives dividing,
He is soon as one in
the darkness hiding,
One
loving darkness rather than light.
A little season of
love and laughter,
Of
light and life, and pleasure and pain,
And a horror of
outer darkness after,
And
dust returneth to dust again.
Then the lesser life
shall be as the greater,
And
the lover of life shall join the hater,
And the one thing
cometh sooner or later,
And
no one knoweth the loss or gain.
Love of my life ! we
had lights in season—
Hard to part from, harder to keep—
We had strength to
labour and souls to reason,
And
seed to scatter and fruits to reap.
Though time
estranges and fate disperses,
We
have had our loves and our loving-mercies ;
Though the gifts of
the light in the end are curses,
Yet
bides the gift of the darkness—sleep !
See ! girt with
tempest and wing'd with thunder,
And
clad with lightning and shod with sleet,
The strong winds
treading the swift waves sunder
The
flying rollers with frothy feet.
One gleam like a
bloodshot sword-blade swims on
The
sky-line, staining the green gulf crimson,
A death stroke
fiercely dealt by a dim sun,
That strikes through his stormy winding sheet.
Oh ! brave white
horses ! you gather and gallop,
The
storm sprite loosens the gusty reins ;
Now the stoutest
ship were the frailest shallop,
In
your hollow backs, or your high arch'd manes.
I would ride as
never a man has ridden,
In
your sleepy, swirling surges hidden,
To gulfs
foreshadow'd through straits forbidden,
Where no light wearies and no love wanes.