[A Metaphysical
Song]
'There's something
in this world amiss
Shall be unriddled
by and bye.'—Tennyson.
BOOT and saddle,
see, the slanting
Rays
begin to fall,
Flinging lights and
colours flaunting
Through the shadows tall.
Onward ! onward !
must we travel ?
When
will come the goal ?
Riddle I may not
unravel,
Cease to vex my soul.
Harshly break those
peals of laughter
From
the jays aloft,
Can we guess what
they cry after ?
We
have heard them oft ;
Perhaps some strain
of rude thanksgiving
Mingles in their song,
Are they glad that
they are living ?
Are
they right or wrong ?
Right, 'tis joy that
makes them call so,
Why
should they be sad ?
Certes ! we are
living also,
Shall not we be glad ?
Onward ! onward !
must we travel ?
Is
the goal more near ?
Riddle we may not
unravel,
Why
so dark and drear ?
Yon small bird his
hymn outpouring,
On
the branch close by,
Recks not for the
kestrel soaring
In
the nether sky,
Though the hawk with
wings extended
Poises over head,
Motionless as though
suspended
By a
viewless thread.
See, he stoops, nay,
shooting forward
With
the arrow's flight,
Swift and straight
away to nor'ward
Sails he out of sight.
Onward ! onward !
thus we travel,
Comes the goal more nigh ?
Riddle we may not
unravel,
Who
shall make reply ?
Ha ! Friend Ephraim,
saint or sinner,
Tell
me if you can—
Tho' we may not
judge the inner
By
the outer man,
Yet by girth of
broadcloth ample,
And
by cheeks that shine,
Surely you set no
example
In
the fasting line—
Could you, like yon
bird, discov'ring,
Fate
as close at hand,
As the kestrel o'er
him hov'ring,
Still, as he did, stand ?
Trusting grandly,
singing gaily,
Confident and calm,
Not one false note
in your daily
Hymn
or weekly psalm ?
Oft your oily tones
are heard in
Chapel, where you preach,
This the everlasting
burden
Of
the tale you teach :
We are d———d, our
sins are deadly,
You
alone are heal'd—
'Twas not thus their
gospel redly
Saints and martyrs seal'd.
You had seem'd more
like a martyr,
Than
you seem to us,
To the beasts that
caught a Tartar,
Once
at Ephesus !
Rather than the
stout apostle
Of
the Gentiles, who,
Pagan-like, could
cuff and wrestle,
They'd have chosen you.
Yet, I ween, on such
occasion,
Your
dissenting voice
Would have been, in
mild persuasion,
Raised against their choice ;
Man of peace, and
man of merit,
Pompous, wise, and grave,
Ephraim ! is it
flesh or spirit
You
strive most to save ?
Vain is half this
care and caution
O'er
the earthly shell,
We can neither
baffle nor shun
Dark-plumed Azrael.
Onward ! onward !
still we wander,
Nearer draws the goal ;
Half the riddle's
read, we ponder
Vainly on the whole.
Eastward ! in the
pink horizon,
Fleecy hillocks shame
This dim range dull
earth that lies on,
Tinged with rosy flame.
Westward ! as a
stricken giant
Stoops his bloody crest,
And tho' vanquished,
frowns defiant,
Sinks the sun to rest.
Distant, yet
approaching quickly,
From
the shades that lurk,
Like a black pall
gathers thickly,
Night, when none may work.
Soon our restless
occupation
Shall have ceas'd to be ;
Units ! in God's
vast creation,
Ciphers ! what are we ?
Onward ! onward ! oh
! faint-hearted ;
Nearer and more near
Has the goal drawn
since we started,
Be
of better cheer.
Preacher ! all
forbearance ask, for
All
are worthless found,
Man must ay take man
to task for
Faults while earth goes round.
On this dank soil
thistles muster,
Thorns are broadcast sown ;
Seek not figs where
thistles cluster,
Grapes where thorns have grown.
Sun and rain and dew
from heaven,
Light and shade and air,
Heat and moisture
freely given,
Thorns and thistles share.
Vegetation rank and
rotten
Feels the cheering ray ;
Not uncared for,
unforgotten,
We,
too, have our day.
Unforgotten ! though
we cumber
Earth, we work His will.
Shall we sleep
through night's long slumber
Unforgotten still ?
Onward ! onward !
toiling ever,
Weary steps and slow,
Doubting oft,
despairing never,
To
the goal we go !
Hark ! the bells on
distant cattle
Waft
across the range,
Through the
golden-tufted wattle,
Music low and strange ;
Like the marriage
peal of fairies
Comes the tinkling sound,
Or like chimes of
sweet St. Mary's
On
far English ground.
How my courser
champs the snaffle,
And
with nostril spread,
Snorts and scarcely
seems to ruffle
Fern
leaves with his tread ;
Cool and pleasant on
his haunches
Blows the evening breeze,
Through the
overhanging branches
Of
the wattle trees :
Onward ! to the
Southern Ocean,
Glides the breath of Spring.
Onward, with a
dreary motion,
I,
too, glide and sing—
Forward ! forward !
still we wander—
Tinted hills that lie
In the red horizon
yonder—
Is
the goal so nigh ?
Whisper,
spring-wind, softly singing,
Whisper in my ear ;
Respite and nepenthe
bringing,
Can
the goal be near ?
Laden with the dew
of vespers,
From
the fragrant sky,
In my ear the wind
that whispers
Seems to make reply—
'Question not, but
live and labour
Till
yon goal be won,
Helping every feeble
neighbour,
Seeking help from none ;
Life is mostly froth
and bubble,
Two
things stand like stone :
KINDNESS in
another's trouble.
COURAGE in your own.'
Courage, comrades,
this is certain,
All
is for the best—
There are lights
behind the curtain—
Gentiles let us rest.
As the smoke-rack
veers to seaward
From
'the ancient clay',
With its moral
drifting leeward,
Ends
the wanderer's lay.