AYE, snows are rife
in December,
And
sheaves are in August yet,
And you would have
me remember,
And
I would rather forget ;
In the bloom of the
May-day weather,
In
the blight of October chill,
We were dreamers of
old together,—
As
of old, are you dreaming still ?
For nothing on earth
is sadder
Than the dream that cheated the grasp,
The flower that
turned to the adder,
The
fruit that changed to the asp ;
When the day-spring
in darkness closes,
As
the sunset fades from the hills,
With the fragrance
of perish'd roses,
With the music of parch'd-up rills.
When the sands on
the sea-shore nourish
Red
clover and yellow corn ;
When figs on the
thistle flourish,
And
grapes grow thick on the thorn ;
When the dead
branch, blighted and blasted,
Puts forth green leaves in the spring,
Then the dream that
life has outlasted
Dead comfort to life may bring.
I have changed the
soil and the season,
But
whether skies freeze or flame,
The soil they flame
on or freeze on
Is
changed in little save name ;
The loadstone points
to the nor'ward,
The
river runs to the sea ;
And you would have
me look forward,
And
backward I fain would flee.
I remember the
bright spring garlands,
The
gold that spangled the green,
And the purple on
fairy far lands,
And
the white and the red bloom, seen
From the spot where
we last lay dreaming
Together—yourself and I—
The soft grass
beneath us gleaming,
Above us the great grave sky.
And we spoke thus :
'Though we have trodden
Rough paths in our boyish years ;
And some with our
sweat are sodden,
And
some are salt with our tears ;
Though we stumble
still, walking blindly,
Our
paths shall be made all straight ;
We are weak, but the
heavens are kindly,
The
skies are compassionate.'
Is the clime of the
old and younger,
Where the young dreams longer are nursed ?
With the old
insatiable hunger,
With the old unquenchable thirst,
Are you longing, as
in the old years
We
have longed so often in vain ;
Fellow-toilers
still, fellow-soldiers,
Though the seas have sundered us twain ?
But the young dreams
surely have faded !
Young dreams !—old dreams of young days—
Shall the new dream
vex us as they did ?
Or
as things worth censure or praise ?
Real toil is ours,
real trouble,
Dim
dreams of pleasure and pride ;
Let the dreams
disperse like a bubble,
So
the toil like a dream subside.
Vain toil! men
better and braver
Rose early and rested late,
Whose burdens than
ours were graver,
And
sterner than ours their hate.
What fair reward had
Achilles ?
What rest could Alcides win ?
Vain toil ! 'Consider
the lilies,
They toil not, neither do spin.'
Nor for mortal
toiling nor spinning
Will the matters of mortals mend ;
As it was so in the
beginning,
It
shall be so in the end.
The web that the
weavers weave ill
Shall not be woven aright
Till the good is
brought forth from evil,
As
day is brought forth from night.
Vain dreams! for our
fathers cherish'd
High hopes in the days that were ;
And these men
wonder'd and perish'd,
Nor
better than these we fare ;
And our due at least
is their due :
They fought against odds and fell ;
'En avant, les
enfants perdus !'
We
fight against odds as well.
The skies ! Will the
great skies care for
Our
footsteps, straighten our path,
Or strengthen our
weakness ? Wherefore ?
We
have rather incurr'd their wrath ;
When against the
Captain of Hazor
The
stars in their courses fought,
Did the sky shed
merciful rays, or
With love was the sunshine fraught ?
Can they favour
man—can they wrong man—
The
unapproachable skies ?
Though these gave
strength to the strong man,
And
wisdom gave to the wise ;
When strength is
turn'd to derision,
And
wisdom brought to dismay,
Shall we wake from a
troubled vision,
Or
rest from a toilsome day ?
Nay ! I cannot tell. Peradventure
Our
very toil is a dream,
And the works that
we praise or censure,
It
may be, they only seem.
If so, I would fain
awaken,
Or
sleep more soundly than so,
Or by dreamless
sleep overtaken,
The
dream I would fain forgo.
For the great things
of life are small things,
The
longest life is a span,
And there is an end
to all things,
A
season to every man,
Whose glory is dust
and ashes,
Whose spirit is but a spark,
That out from the
darkness flashes,
And
flickers out in the dark.
We remember the
pangs that wrung us
When some went down to the pit,
Who faded as leaves
among us,
Who
flitted as shadows flit ;
What visions under
the stone lie ?
What dreams in the shroud sleep dwell,
For we saw the earth
pit only,
And
we heard only the knell.
We know not whether
they slumber
Who
waken on earth no more,
As the stars of the
heights in number,
As
sands on the deep sea-shore.
Shall stiffness bind
them, and starkness
Enthral them, by field and flood,
Till 'the sun shall
be turn'd to darkness,
And
the moon shall be turn'd to blood ?'
We know not !—worse
may enthral men—
'The wages of sin are death' ;
And so death pass'd
upon all men,
For
sin was born with man's breath.
Then the labourer
spent with sinning,
His
hire with his life shall spend ;
For it was so in the
beginning,
And
shall be so in the end.
There is life in the
blacken'd ember
While a spark is smouldering yet ;
In a dream e'en now
I remember
That dream I had lief forget—
I had lief forget, I
had e'en lief
That dream with this doubt should die—
'If we did these
things in the green leaf,
What shall be done in the dry ?'